becoming nut
On this day of Ascension, when my mentees are preparing to cross over as Sacred Women Alumni…
I cannot speak about this project without first talking about my Rites of Passage under Queen Afua and Queen Esther.
Regardless of the information that was inside of me, their guidance, teaching and example opened the way and literally pulled me out of the spiritual abyss.
the chaos of this information can be overwhelming and misleading, especially in the beginning.
their teachings gave me source, gave me direction, taught me sacred time.
they awakened me,
they taught me how to return to my throne, using the tools I have within.
I must then speak about Nebt Het, about sacred space.
but that will be another story.
This video was recorded last February, it is the first recording that inspired me to continue speaking without putting so much energy into having perfect production and just letting it be what it is so the moments do not pass undocumented.
So that I can be a witness to my own transformation, my own becoming.
I think the energy and culture surrounding this information sometimes becomes a breeding ground for fear or being too self conscious or saying the wrong thing or being corrected or challenged or not knowing…
For me all of this is truly an exercise of self care. I am not trying to be RIGHT or to lead.. I am just trying to heal. I am just trying to release. I am just trying to cleanse so that I can be a good mother and a good wife and a good sister…
so that I can be good for my self.
This work is intensely personal, but it is powerful and it is empowering.
That is my quest. give thanks.